Words cannot explain the shock of the tragic loss of a loved one to suicide. One cannot help but feel the hopelessness, lonliness, and the total loss for words... Words only God can interpret from the tattered heart.

I am that one who lost my most valuable possession on the face of this earth...my best friend and husband Kelly Patrick Courtney.

With the pain and numbness that overwhelmed my soul, there was only One Who could hold my broken heart in the palm of His Hand. Questions haunted me. Feelings of confusion, anger and abandonment surrounded me. I lost my sense of direction and purpose. I would never be the same again.

The Lord Jesus Christ heard this silent cry from my heart. With great compassion and love, He understood and was acquainted with my grief. Slowly and tenderly He began putting the pieces of my bleeding heart back together. When my kicking and screaming began, He remained patient and gentle... Loving me back into His arms. I have again accepted His love, and I still trust Him...Yes, even with all my questions of which I may never have the answers to.

Life does go on, and it can only be hopeful again knowing that the God of this universe is not finished with me yet. "I have set the Lord always before me. Because He is at my right hand, I shall not be moved."

Purpose and destiny continue until the day all who know and love Him are gathered up to Himself.

"Never Lost Someone Like You" Written and Produced by: Robert Jason
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